once

I always stay up late thinking about you.

I stay up late thinking about what I could’ve done differently.

I stay up late wishing that I could turn back time.

I stay up cursing at the universe for screwing up the timing.

I stay up wondering if I ever cross your mind.

I wonder if you ever dream about me.

Or if your heart skips a beat when you see or hear my name.

I stay up waiting for a message or a phone call that will never come.

I stay up thinking about what we could’ve been.

I stay up wanting you back.

I stay up because I miss you.

I stay up because I miss hearing your voice.

I stay up because I want you to tell me that you love me, for one last time